| Hi Everyone!! |
[Mar. 2nd, 2006|01:41 am] |
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Well...you know where I haven't been for a while...
Here, lol!
Because I've been on My Space...
Can I tell you all that I was wrong??? My Space is actually the SHIT!!!
It started with one person that I knew...then grew into 15! (more like...I joined Tech Nines shit, and tried to join SOAD...they have yet stated :-/)
So...if anyone would like to join my community (drama free, and interesting would be great :-D) please feel free!
My Space
Laterz |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|03:06 pm] |
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R.I.P Homie...
You were fun to talk to :-D |
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| I really liked this... |
[Dec. 13th, 2005|04:31 pm] |
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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a
lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire
a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight
through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried
our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the
hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the
room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken
away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish
they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the
attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will
probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed
myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to
bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found
out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who
never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the
management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit
the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother
because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence
survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they
found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence
survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the
father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection
to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach
gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who
died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was
transsexual. (yes, this actually happened)
I am the person who
feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to
always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending
church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my
kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most,
love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"
Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong. |
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| Hmmm...the World Plot Thickens... |
[Dec. 7th, 2005|01:54 pm] |
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So...Ford pulled out of a Gay supported Mag, saying that it wasn't because of the pressure the Consertative groups were putting on them.
Pfft...right. |
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| Funny TV Moment |
[Dec. 6th, 2005|08:29 pm] |
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At the Billboard Music awards, Ashley Simpson is going to preform...LIVE!!!
lmao!
::they've emphasized that 20 times since it started at 8:: |
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| What's up?! |
[Nov. 18th, 2005|03:01 pm] |
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Anyone who likes the Beatles and has TV, should watch NBC tonight at 8 Eastern time. They're interviewing the guy who shot John Lennon!
Might be interesting. |
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| Purified Kroger Water! |
[Oct. 20th, 2005|06:28 pm] |
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This water reminds me of a taste...
When your sick, do you ever drink water and it has this weird taste? Kind of nasty...
This water has the twinge of being nasty, but then there is nothing...no flavor...
I don't know how to explain it better than that...
lol! |
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| ::sniffle:: |
[Sep. 16th, 2005|01:44 pm] |
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Blah...I'm sooo sick! Just a head cold that has migrated to my chest.
I'm taking Mucinex, it seems to be working...This is the 3rd day.
Got to work tonight at 7, and do the paperwork after work for Saturday, maybe I'll be home by 2 at the latest. |
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[Sep. 6th, 2005|03:25 pm] |
"It will get you drunk!" "You'll be fuckin fat bitches in no time!"
some funny shit...
Same ole same ole going on here. I need my brakes changed I think, along with the oil and rotation of tires. Mucho Exciting! |
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[Aug. 31st, 2005|12:47 pm] |
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Gas went up to 3.09 a gallon today! This is the highest it's been around here. BP is still at 2.49, but we ran out of regular last night, and ran out of sliver today! Super should be gone soon and they can't get a delivery out there till this afternoon sometime.
HA! And they blame this on the hurricane... |
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| Gas God??? |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|08:33 pm] |
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People think that just because I work for a gas station, it automatically means I know what gas prices will be for the week…like I got some kind of E.S.P for gas prices. I wish I really knew what they would be for the week, then I would know the best day to get gas in the week, and I could save money. I’m always trying to save money in something. I plan my shopping for the week around what coupons are in the paper.
So, I bet you’re wondering (or if you even care) what’s been going on with me since I wrote last (I know it wasn’t much, but I was letting you know I was still alive) Well…nothing. Absolutely nothing! I work at BP during the week (and on weekends), and I party in my backyard on Saturday (sometimes Friday) with D.J and our friends. We have our little fire, and drink till it’s about 3 (or for me, midnight)…then go to bed.
That’s my life in a nutshell…and I wouldn’t change a thing!
Well, if I had enough money to afford my won place, that would be great, but living with mom and dad works too, lol! Less money going out every month.
So, what’s been up with Youz Guyz!
Leave me some comments (if there is any High School drama posted, I will tell you to mop up the tears before I slip in them) and make them entertaining.
Later! |
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| Hello... |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|05:19 pm] |
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Just checking in...
Been Extremely busy...
Taking a breather...
Smoking some Reefer...
Will come talk later... |
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| Boredom without a Job |
[Jun. 27th, 2005|03:55 pm] |
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Man...I'm so bored, I wish I was working...
It's terrible when I am working, that I wish I wasn't, but when I'm not working, I wish I was, lol!
I'm going to go check out this seminar tonight about being trained to do Medical Billing from home. I know it sounds like a crock, but what the fuck right? I might as well go check out the free seminar tonight, and I may just pay whatever I need to, to get started so I can work from home. I love to type, and I hate working with people, so this just might be what I need.
I got my Gathering tickets today!!! AND I got my Bowflex Select Tech Dumbells and Stand. As soon as I get another job, and get a bench, I'm going to start eating better and working out 3 times a week. They have a great eating schedule in the back of this bowflex book, and I'm going to follow that. Anything to make me fee l better about myself, and get me on the track of working out on a regular basis, so I don't get fat.
Ugh...I'm out of shit to talk about, so I'm out! |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|01:56 pm] |
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When you finally think nothing can go wrong, everything does.
You just can't get away from the down of the roller coaster...
I don't know why shit in my life can't just level out! Why can't things just go smoothly and not turn into shit!
I got laid off today...
Now I have to figure out what to do with no health insurance, dental, and the 1200 dollar a month bills that come in...
I know I just got laid off today, but these are major concerns in my life right now...
I just see myself STILL living at home for the rest of my life because the roller coaster never levels out...
God Damn it, I fuckin hate myself!!!
I get so over emotional about shit like this, and then whenever I have to tell someone that I got laid off and they ask questions...I fucking start crying.
I just can't help it, and then everyone things I'm too over emotional...
Well damn it, I wish I could beat every motherfuckers ass, and then maybe you would just think I had anger problems...
I cry when I get pissed off, I cry when shit like this happens, I cry for no reason sometimes...and damn it, I can't fucking help it!!!
All anyone can say is that "Everything will be fine" Well, my mind can't take anymore of this stress that I bring on myself, and maybe one day, I'll finally have a breakdown and kill everyone around me...
Then I won't have to worry about the roller coaster effect anymore because I'll have 3 square meals a day and a place to sleep, and I won't have to worry about fucking money anymore. |
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| Wisdom Teeth out Today! |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|09:17 am] |
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1 side of Wisdom Teeth are coming out today, and I'm not looking foward to it :-/
Well, I'm looking forward to the gas, but not the pain...
Blah...today sucks, I wish I was at the Dentist already...
I'm not taking a lunch today because I'm going to the Dentist, which means that the day is going to go even SLOWER! God I wish it was the weekend, lol!
So, Since Crystal was nice enough to send me a picture, I'll reenstate "Random Picture of Freshness"
( Random Picture of Freshness ) |
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| Blah in my world of Bordeness! |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|02:59 pm] |
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Damn, I'm extremely bored today, I'm sitting at work with stuff to do, but I don't really want to do it (filing, 80/20 etc...) I filed pretty much the whole first half of the day, and that made it go fast, but now that I'm back from lunch, I no longer want to file, and that means....I'm BORED!
Sometimes I wish I could smoke some weed before I come back to work, but that would mean that I'm irresponsible...I like to prove to people that I'm a responsible person that puts her priorities first before her habits...
Which is why all my bills get paid before I start spending money for the week...and I always get a 50 dollar gas card, because if I spend all my money, I can still get back and forth to work for the 2 weeks before I get paid again...
Things wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have MONDO debt...but that, is my fault to an extent...well fuck it, it's all my fault because I let the ex dipshit into my life in the first place...
I would have like...5000 less debt if I would have been smarter...but I guess this is the hard lessons you learn...
And I'm much smarter now that I have learned that hard life lesson...I know I NEVER want to go to Jail for ANYTHING!!! Not even for a few hours!
Man...if there was a way I could be Jesus...I would do it! People actually listened to Jesus...they hung on his every word.
Or at least I wish God would talk to me, even if it's in a dream form...I really want to find out what he thinks about his creations in this day and age.
I want to know what his views are on Abortion, Gay Marrage, Terri Schiavo, Michael Jackson, The priests in his church molesting little boys, etc...
I want to know what he thinks about the Media...because they've been feeding us nothing but Garbage for so long that people are actually brainwashed...
I REALLY want to know what he thinks about President Bush...
I'll sit and ask myself all the time "What do you think God??" But I never get answers...no wonder so many people stray. Getting dead silence everytime you ask God a question; it makes you think he isn't real.
But...that's why there is faith, and I have faith that someday, all my questions will be answered...I just hope they're what I want to hear. |
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| Terri Schiavo would still be a Veggie! |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|12:04 pm] |
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Schiavo Autopsy Shows No Sign of Trauma
AP - 26 minutes ago
LARGO, Fla. - An autopsy released Wednesday found no evidence to contradict the diagnosis that Terri Schiavo was in a persistent vegetative state after her 1990 collapse, backing up her husband's contention that she would not have recovered if she was given additional therapy as her parents requested. "There's nothing in her autopsy report that is inconsistent with a persistent vegetative state," said Dr. Stephen J. Nelson, a medical examiner who assisted in the autopsy.
Now, I want to know why the fucking court system and our president had to get involved in this! Her husband was just looking out for her best interests, and her parents are fucking morons!!!! I now know why Terri hated her parents so much...they couldn't let her and her husband be!
Bush went straight back to the white house to sign a bill about this shit, that was WAY faster than what he did for 9/11.
I wish the fuck heads in Washington would get their priorities straight and stay out of personal affairs!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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